“Smiling on the outside but crying in the inside”

It’s a saying I have used a lot since the lost of my baby brother and baby sister. Well, now it’s time to get down to the meaning and the break down so I don’t have to answer the question when somebody asks me what it means. Stay tuned, I want to keep new reader interested in my writing and my old reader more interested than the first time I wrote.

Let’s break it down in section. Starting with “SMILING ON THE OUTSIDE”, most people have a lot of problems but instead of talking them out or even writing it down they keep them balled up inside. So, they smile no matter what they do or even do on a daily trip cause they feel like the pain don’t need to be seen while they are doing their daily duty: work, activities, etc.

Let’s break down “CRYING IN THE INSIDE”, this don’t come out until you have hit the shower or even in the bed alone. Where nobody can hear anything and you can let every tear drop or let the shower run down your face so it won’t be known that there are tears there.

Let’s take the “BUT”, when you think of the word “but” you just use it as another word such as the, because, or, nor, neither, either, etc. but what you don’t know is that but change the whole meaning to anything used before and after it. For example, “I was going to the party BUT I had to do some work”. See how BUT change the whole mood. In this situation BUT is like the mix emotions that you get when you want to be more than just a friend.

I’m concluded it like this although you want to hide the pain that you are feeling at the time, when it’s all time to let go of the pain and all it will come out. It might not always be tears or a cry but it’s going to be in a way that hurt the worst. What I want you to take from this blog is that the pain will hurt and that you always have to have someone that you can come to when the times get hard or even don’t feel like it’s a even ground that you are playing on.