Positive Get You Where You Need To Be

Master mind is a tool of technique that I use to overpower the weak thoughts I have in my head. From the negativity til the I don't want and can't take it no more. On this journey of life I have learned a lot from I did my worst and my best. I have seen the most and the less. I have shot fireworks and I have drown a little. I have rode a wave from the time it hit me in my face from jumping til the time it dead out on shore. I have looked out upon the deep waves til the water and sky seem like it met but nothing has challenge me more than the test and obstacles that God has put before me. I have fought the fight that has kept me from going beat down. I have jump the hurdles that has block me from the finish line. I have ran thru the sand that had me buried me deeply. The train has followed me but my faith has carried me. My mind had forsake me but my strength in God's name as kept me motivated. My family has always lifted me so, my dreams could never be destroyed. My legs has been hurt but my heart was always right on topic. Although I had been defeated, I will always be undefeated.

“Smiling on the outside but crying in the inside”

It’s a saying I have used a lot since the lost of my baby brother and baby sister. Well, now it’s time to get down to the meaning and the break down so I don’t have to answer the question when somebody asks me what it means. Stay tuned, I want to keep new reader interested in my writing and my old reader more interested than the first time I wrote.

Let’s break it down in section. Starting with “SMILING ON THE OUTSIDE”, most people have a lot of problems but instead of talking them out or even writing it down they keep them balled up inside. So, they smile no matter what they do or even do on a daily trip cause they feel like the pain don’t need to be seen while they are doing their daily duty: work, activities, etc.

Let’s break down “CRYING IN THE INSIDE”, this don’t come out until you have hit the shower or even in the bed alone. Where nobody can hear anything and you can let every tear drop or let the shower run down your face so it won’t be known that there are tears there.

Let’s take the “BUT”, when you think of the word “but” you just use it as another word such as the, because, or, nor, neither, either, etc. but what you don’t know is that but change the whole meaning to anything used before and after it. For example, “I was going to the party BUT I had to do some work”. See how BUT change the whole mood. In this situation BUT is like the mix emotions that you get when you want to be more than just a friend.

I’m concluded it like this although you want to hide the pain that you are feeling at the time, when it’s all time to let go of the pain and all it will come out. It might not always be tears or a cry but it’s going to be in a way that hurt the worst. What I want you to take from this blog is that the pain will hurt and that you always have to have someone that you can come to when the times get hard or even don’t feel like it’s a even ground that you are playing on.